2011 wrap up!

This is it, the last weekend for 2011.

2011 was many things. I had a lot of good, fun, sad, scary, amazing memories made this year. If I had perceived 2010 as a sucky year, 2011 was better, not great, but better, and for that I’m grateful.

2012 seems to be mystery to me. I don’t know what to expect, I don’t know what’s coming, I just know that its gonna be 2012. And by the way, I think the whole "”world-is-gonna-end-in-2012” is crap!

I just realised that come next week, it would mean that I have completed 5 months here.. which seems like a long time when I say it out loud but it doesn’t feel like I’ve been here for 5 months. Oh well, 5 months done just means 7 months to go before I go back to KL! =)

Heading back to KL in the morning tomorrow. =) Looking forward to seeing my pumpkin!!!!!

Happy New Year people! Have fun over the weekend!

19 weeks done, 33 to go!!!

Week #18 update!!

I have survived amazingly week 17 and week 18. And yes, there were moments where I was exhausted to the max!

Its amazing how some people are “gently” reprimanded for their MAJOR mistakes and how others and severely reprimanded for minor ones. I guess no matter how much we try to move forward, there will still be segregation and favouritism based on skin colour, race and religion. Maybe society isn’t ready to accept others. I sometimes really do wonder when will society learn to accept everyone and lose its judgemental compass? 

I’ve come to learn many things these past weeks by observation only. Nobody dares to say anything, they just quietly swallow it. The only person watching your back is you. People tend to use other people to get what they want. I wonder how some can be so indulged in their own selfishness, to completely ignore the needs of others. What ever happened to compassion? What ever happened to being understanding? Whatever happened to being helpful??? AND WHAT THE HELL is wrong with people who have recently gained “power”??? Forgetting that once you were just like me, clueless and confused. Didn’t anyone help you? If no one helped you, didn’t you wish that someone did? Didn’t you wish that someone would be understanding to you. Gaining a SMALL amount of power went straight to your head and now you are the king/queen of the world and all you do is be an ass to those beneath you. Yea, lead by “great” example. Makes us all want to inspire to be just like you! *please note the sarcasm*

On a HAPPIER NOTE, I got a bday surprise by my Kelantan “adopted” family!! it all started with my housemate surprising me with a mini bday cupcake at McD, followed by the “hidden” bday card.. then after fetching her from work, we headed for some desserts and girl talk when I was  surprised by the presence of the 2 guys, and icing on the cake was, well the cake! haha! after the sing-a-long and cake cutting, all of us were surprised when our senior pharmacist who happened to be walking pass the shop stopped by to see what all the commotion was about.. hehe.. so yea, my bday in Kelantan was a surprised filled one! =) thanks to all the people involved.(you know who you are)

I really hope that you don’t have to celebrate my bday again next year because that would be too depressing for me to celebrate my 2nd bday here. *ignore the depression-filled sentence*

18 weeks done, 34 to go!

 

Being a little less miserable….

.. is better than being more miserable.

Last year this time, was having the time of my life in Malacca with the MM! Fast-forward 1 year: M battling office politics, favouritism, hectic schedules, home sickness.

What makes all of the above a little less miserable? Having people to around you who are constantly trying their best to make you happy. =) And for that, I’m grateful.

Turning 24 tomorrow, and the trainees in my hospital have to unknowingly remind me of that. One called me "Puan”, the other called me “Madam”. I guess I have like a thousand wrinkles on my face these days. =(

I have to wait till the 29th before I get to go back again (Maybe cause they’ve made me work on like every single perayaan. –.-“) 29th Dec – 3rd Jan 2012 I’ll be in KL again. I need to recharge or else I’ll just relapse into depression. *sigh*

17 WEEKS ARE DONE AND OVER WITH!!!

by the way, had a dream that I got posted to Negeri Sembilan for my FRP. The last time I dreamt about  my posting it came true. Oh well, N9, is a WHOLE lot nearer than this place right? =)

p/s: passed my damn forensic exam OK!!! (take that people who-failed-me-in-IMU ! hmphh)

The great SUCKY week 17-20

Yes. I’m fast forwarding to week 17 till 20. Wondering why I’m talking about 4 weeks which haven’t even taken place yet? Because I’ll be at OPD and the schedule is out and I’m fascinated by the fact that the person who did the schedule actually thinks that I can be at 2 places at the same time.

I know, its amazing what goes on in some people’s head. Maybe they should be reminded that I’m not some sort of microorganism like a yeast or something where I can just “bud” into 2 and be at 2 places at the same time.

Maybe alot of things don’t make much sense to anyone just yet, but let me say this – office politics. It makes the road a very slippery one when you’re at the lowest post and you need to avoid such “obstacles”. I guess surviving this shit is something I must learn on my own.

I’ve always believed in karma. Right now, I see my self helping people, but “conveniently” when I need help, there is none. I get forced into working like dog. Some people here are just damn lazy. When its peak hour, they can still move at a pace which will mislead you to think that there is nothing to do. And people like this always get away with their doings. Makes you wonder where the hell karma is!!!! Its not that I’m such a terrible person that I’m praying for something bad to happen to someone, but I just think that karma seems to be taking FOREVER! Maybe I’m impatient, but I’ll just keep on believing.

Some people talk slow, walk slow..maybe even their neurones connect slowly.. I shouldn’t be a bitch and make fun of them now should I? But I would really like to see them survive in the world outside.

Looking on the bright side, I just completed my store rotation. Being the end of the year, I had to OT  this week.. but I rather stay on in the store than head off to my next station – but such things don’t really happen in reality so I just need to face my reality. I’m gonna miss my rotation in store. Haven’t quite found my niche yet. I like in-patient, I like being a ward pharmacist, I like being a store pharmacist…not sure if I can say the same thing about my next rotation though.. but, never speak too soon! I might just blog about how much I LOVE OPD.

Anything can happen in a place like this, especially when they expect me to be at 2 places at the same time! =)

4 MONTHS DONE – 8 TO GO!!!

I have 2/3 more to go!!!