The 8th MONTH milestone

That’s right! Come next week, it would mark my 8th month as a PRP. I KNOW!!! ITS FAST!!!

Yesterday I was having this conversation with Radhika about how uncertain we are about our future. So I’ve decided we should just let the flow of things carry us to wherever we are suppose to go and we work from there. I also told her that we should have chosen a career in fashion(??!!!) (ignore me please, I was a bit off yesterday).

Anyway, I’ve started to pack my bags to go back to KB. (I will forever get depressed when it comes to this moment) But my work in unfinished and I can’t have my lunch until I finish it!

Also, I’ve come to realise that I really REALLY miss good friends. You know, the sort who would do anything for you. Where there is no sneaking around behind your back. Just plain good ‘ol honesty and sincerity. I miss that.

I’m also envious of Pumpkin’s life. Its so simple. She wakes up, someone prepares food for her, she eats, plays, sleeps. Everything else is taken care off.

I think the reason behind why I’m jealous of my dog’s life is because I’m upset that I have to go back to KB today. =(

Good Friday! =)

Its April the 6th and I’m blogging from my HOME!! =)

Things which I’ve come to realise and miss is the fact that my family still watches American Idol and I don’t (due to lack of facilities and time) and they can have a conversation about it and I’ll be all blur. Well, in case anyone is wondering, this is the first year where I’m not following American Idol..and now they’re down to the top 8? Wow! That’s fast!! Maybe even if I were staying home I wouldn’t really watch AI, mainly because I’ve been converted into a fan of ‘The Voice’! After 10 years or so of watching AI, I think I need something new. 

Speaking of new things, I’ve just completed the crazy 3-days-in-a-row graveyard shift at my hospital and I found it exhausting!! Maybe I’m too pampered, maybe I’m not used to it.. whatever the reason is, it exhausts me. The only plus point I get from this system is the extra 2 days off, which, as you can see, is being spent here in KL! :)

So the new PRPs are here. That just increases our number to 35 PRPs. Which isn’t much if you ask me as last year they had like 43 or 45 or 48.. not very sure, but all I know is that they definitely had a number larger than ours. Either way, I have another 4-5 months left, which is not much if you see it, but I still feel like I’m lacking the knowledge needed to be a Pegawai, and to think that in 5 months time that is what I’m suppose to be and amount of responsibility which I will have to take on is SCARY.

There are days where I wake up wondering why am I in this profession? I don’t hate my job, I would say that I like my job, but at the same time, I’m questioning if this is really what I would like to do for the rest of my life? Reading some update on the MPS website about private hospitals and community pharmacies as well as industries being able to train PRPs also makes me wonder if it is a good thing that I’m being trained as a PRP now? I can’t help but to be envious of the junior batches as they will have the chance to be trained in the industry or community pharmacy. How I wish I had that chance! =(

Enough of pouting and frowning. I wouldn’t want to increase the number of wrinkles on my poor face. I need to go and get ready to fetch my mom and head to the movies! Yes, Sham is heading to the movies with her mom! I think we’re gonna watch Mirror, Mirror. But I’ve haven’t made up my mind if I wanna shop or watch a movie. I don’t wanna do both cause I’m afraid my mom would be too tired, after all, i’m picking her up after work and its not like she getting any younger!

Another thing which I just realised about my self is that I SUCK big time at making decisions!!! arghh!! I’m horrible when it comes to deciding stuff!! pergghhhh!!!