Saturday, April 18, 2009

Go GLUE it! seriously?!?!!??

I am a kind of person who takes care of the items which belong to me like it was worth more than my life.

I am a kind of person who is passionate about my interests.I’m a book worm and some of the books I read are best-sellers and they don’t come cheap.

I treat the books I read like God. When I buy a new book, I take the effort to wrap it up and make sure that when I’m reading it, I don’t open it too wide, and I use bookmarks because I don’t want the pages to get folded. Bottom line, I want my things to remain brand new as long as I can keep them that way.

I put in a lot of effort to maintain it in it’s pristine condition.

And when the “genius” lends it to another “genius” friend of his, it comes back with a chunk of its pages falling out of the binding and mind you, this only happens if you open the book BIG-BIG.

That book is an expensive book, if your genius friend destroys it, get me a new one. Yes, I’m those kind of control freaks who expect things to be just the same. I gave it to you in pristine condition, and I expect it back in pristine condition. If it’s not, MAKE IT perfect. When I say make it, I mean BUY ME A NEW ONE.

But NO! You had the guts to say to me “Go GLUE it”. The nerve you have!

If you are using someone else’s stuff, take care of it. I always take care of other ppl’s things when I’m using it. I always take care of it as if it was more valuable than any of my things.

This is not the first time this has happened to me.

Say whatever you want! I’m a person who likes to get mad over petty stuff. I’m a freak. Say it cause I don’t give a damn!

When I give you something of mine, I expect it back in the same condition. The part which pissed me off the most is DENYING that the book was damaged. I mean, if you told me that so-and-so did this to the book and you are sorry, I would not have made such a huge deal over this. In fact, if you admitted I won’t even want a new book!

But NO! You didn’t admit your mistake and ruined an expensive book which is hard to come by these days.

And so, OFFICIALLY, I am no longer giving anybody, any expensive books of mine, no matter who you are!

I love my books and if you think there is something wrong with that, fine! I never wanted to know what you thought of it to begin with. :)

Love,

Lady Sha Sha

Monday, April 13, 2009

hmmmm……

Defer no time, delays have dangerous ends.

William Shakespeare
(1564-1616,British Poet, Playwright, Actor)

I am suppose to be studying and yet here I am… I think Mr. Shakespeare’s words need some pondering upon…

Love,

Lady Sha Sha

Friday, April 10, 2009

Welcome to the end

Ladies & Gentlemen,

Welcome to the end of semester 4. In this semester we saw fun times and faced some hard times. At the end of the day, old bonds were reinforced while new ones were forged.

There were lessons learnt during the past 14 weeks, some changed the way we look at things while others just didn’t change anything.

In the past 14 weeks I have witnessed growth amongst the people around me. Some were towards the light side, and some crossed over to the dark side. I think this is “the” semester where most of us actually did some growing up. Realisation hit us and changed the way we look at things from now on.

However, there are those who never change. Day in, day out, they remain the same. Some people just remain selfish without realising that selfishness does not pay. And I know this for a fact based on experience and observation. All the people whom I have crossed paths with who were selfish, never got any good out of it.So why bother being selfish? The thing which has me bummed out is that, why do these people still have such a backward mindset? Hasn’t reality hit them yet?

If there is something which I will never understand, it is why people are just so selfish and kiasu? I can never understand that. I tried, but I just can’t understand it. I thought that when you mix around, people will lose this mentality, but I thought wrong. Some people just never change.

I honestly think that people like that are really sad people. You have been given the chance to change for the better and yet you don’t take it. People should realise that you have to be an opportunistic kind of person to actually move forward and make changes to yourself. Bur I guess some people just don’t realise this.

This is the 15th week of 2009 and I have learnt some valuable lessons in life which will change the way I see things from now on. Have you?

Love,

Lady Sha Sha

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Let me welcome the 14th week with open arms!

13 weeks have passed, come tomorrow, I shall be in my 14th and final week of semester 4. The so called “killer” semester. It still feels like I just started the semester. It is hard to believe that 13 weeks has passed in a blink of an eye. So much has been done and yet it feels like nothing has been done. I guess that “done” feeling only hits you when the finals are over. Speaking of which I have exactly a month left before the finals and I have a feeling that this time around, the nightmare is gonna be worse than last semester.

I realised that I have a month left for my finals and I began having my “flash-back” moments. You know, me reminiscing about how all the study breaks have been so far, how I had sleepless nights memorising every last detail printed on the lecture notes. How I memorise something in my sleep only to realise it is not for today's exam but it was for last week’s paper. The nightmares I get where I’m outside the MPH and trying really hard to memorise something and it doesn’t go in AND I have to go sit for the exam! Days where I only get like 3 hours of sleep. My time has come to develop racoon eyes! Yay! Gosh, I actually kinda miss those stupid dreams of mine.

Well, I shan’t be too sad, the season for those nightmares are approaching fast and soon, I shall be experiencing them once again. :) Better start stocking up on the coffee.

How has the past 13 weeks been for me? I know that this semester I fell sick quite a number of times. But so far only took MC once. I don’t remember studying for anything but I remember going to the library a lot. I miss the Dispensing practical sessions for some weird unknown reason. I hated it when I was doing it but now I kinda miss it. Actually, I can’t really remember much about this semester, it is all very blurry. Like blending everything together into a mixture and it looks so…………..blended.

I dunno! This semester passed on very fast for me. I don’t think I actually “experienced” this semester. It was more like a survival semester.. where everyday you have to do something and once it is done you have to move on to the other thing and the other thing. It was so hectic that I don’t think I had the time to stop and really feel what was going on. I think this semester was so programmed, so………………….. structured. With very little room for flexibility. Oh well, I shall just walk through it like how the rest do it. I mean, we all will reach to some end point at some point, so what the hell, let’s get moving!

Cheers to the last week of semester 4 and hopefully they give us easy exam questions for our dearly beloved EOS. :D

Love,

Lady Sha Sha

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

I have very little Immuno!

Gosh! After a traumatic experience during the hospital attachment, I end up with flu….:(

Sign and symptoms include:

1. Swallon lymph nodes near the jaw.

2. Stuffy nose.

3. Body ache

4. Mild fever

5. Headache

6. Fatigue

7. Watery eyes…:(

8. Chills

If my condition worsens I shall go to the doctor tomorrow.. right now all I want to do is sleep but I can’t because my tutor hasn’t emailed my results. I am extremely worried for Biotech. God Bless me! :(

I hope I didn’t pick up anything serious  from the hosp.

Love,

Lady Sha Sha