Class Tests make me SICK!

Gosh! I just completed the first out of 5 class tests which have been lined up for me and I'm sooooo not feeling it! I mean, usually I'm either happy cause I did well or upset cause I screwed up but this time around, it is neither. Which has me wondering, what the hell is wrong with me????

I think that maybe, just MAYBE, I have gone mentally numb and I don't know how to react to situations... or maybe because I was lacking sleep.. I was sooooooooooo blur today during practical at one point I just did not know what I was doing! omg, i was so disorientated this morning. I think the test kinda put me back in track but i'm so bummed on how I just can't react to the test, I mean, it's just so weird of me not to feel or react to something... hmmm...

Anyway, I had dinner at aroma platter today with my mom and guess what??!! Ms.Chrissy, Ms. July and Dr.Low Bee Yean turned up there and sat NEXT to my table!!! It was kinda awkward but since they came when we were finishing it was not that bad. The food there was OKla.. I mean, i checked it out only because they were like advertising it at IMU. My mom had the curry mee while I had the black pepper chicken chop. My mom said that the curry mee was nice, but for me the chicken chop was OKLA.. I mean, i think the one at Korean Fusion was nicer. Maybe the chinese food at aroma platter is nicer, I dunno.. I had belgium choc cake for dessert and I still think that when it comes to cakes, Secret Recipe is still the best!

I have to go now, the practical reports and pile of immuno notes are practically yelling at  me...:(

Love,

Lady Sha Sha

The Mission

By: 30 seconds to Mars

 

I open up my head inside
And find another person's mind
I'm gonna take this chance I've got
I run denying as we speak
Hiding my face among the weak
Some say their day is on the way

Into the wild
I'm with a mission
Over the hill
Come here with me

Into the wild
Into the wild

High above the serpentine
I cross below the well-worn lines
Entangled in a missing memory
I've had an oversight
I formed this sword that will give rise
To something some new world is here to seize

Into the wild
Into the wild

I love you this is a dream
I'm starting it's easy to see
To find someone else
someone who believes
And I know it
I see what you mean

Into the wild
I'm with a mission
Over the hill
Come here with me

Into the wild
I'm with a mission
Over the hill
Come here with me

My mind is too saturated to read GI ..Can't tahan anymore.. :(

Love,

Lady Sha Sha

25 random things

Here is a list of 25 random things which you didn't know about me!

1. I'm a nerd.

1. I'm a pampered princess, but not a spoilt brat.

2. I throw tantrums at my parents when I don't get what I want. LoL!

3. There are some people whom I am nice to only because I want something from them.

4. I can be a total bitch to you if you piss me off.

5. Since I started studying at IMU, my social life has been frozen. :(

6. I prefer to be with older guys because I find guys my age are too immature. ( older guys are not the same as OLD guys. Older refers to 4-6 years older than me.t&c )

7. I am an impulsive person. Which is bad when I go shopping.. :p

8. I sometimes get emo for no apparent reason and spend hours crying my eyes out.

9. I have very few close friends but a whole bunch of fake ones.

10. I have commitment phobia.

11. I think I'm too beautiful for make up. I think those who use loads of make up don't really think they're beautiful. Why hide what you have with something so unnatural unless u think it is ugly.

12. I'm the youngest in the family and have 2 older pigs brothers.

13. I love classic English novels and I think that not many people know how to appreciate them.

14. I'm arrogant towards the people whom I don't know.

15. I speak VERY broken (and little) Tamil and am the last person on earth you should look for if you have questions about the Indian culture. But I understand the language perfectly well. I'm a useless Indian.

16. I'm attracted to smart guys who aren't nerds.

17. I want to marry a non-Indian because I want mixed race babies.

18. I'm very judgemental person and I know that.

19. Procrastination is one of my demons which I have yet to conquer.

20. I don't think Asian guys ( more specific, MALAYSIAN guys) know how to treat a girl right.

21. My dream guy would be an older guy who cooks for me, listens to me, and spends loads of money on me! Yes, a small part of me is gold digger.

22. I can be a perfectionist at times.

23. I don't always mean what I say.

24. I'm in denial of my age. Mentally, when someone asks me how old I am, I spontaneously say 20 without thinking. I feel scared when I think of how old I am. Growing old is one of my worst fears.

25. I hate roses. And I hate it when guys send me roses. But I like flowers.

And now you know more stuff about me.. Yay!!

Love,

Lady Sha Sha

Bad food and infidelity

I took a break from studying today and headed to the Curve for some shopping and after a couple of hours walking around my mom, bro and I decided to have dinner there so we headed off the "Little Penang Cafe". As usual there was a crowd there enjoying their meals and so we presumed that the food there was good or else why would there be so many people eating there right? So I decided to have the first thing on their menu which was " Nasi Lemak Penang" or something like that because I just couldn't decide what to eat. It said that the nasi lemak was served with ikan bilis sambal and assam prawns and some fish or something. When the dish finally arrived, I was lost for words and my bro was laughing. There was a small heap of rice on which there were TWO (yes, 2 and ONLY 2) prawns which didn't look anywhere NEAR assam at all, the fish was like covered in this black coloured/deep red gravy which looked horrid. and there was half an egg and THREE slices of cucumber and probably a teaspoon of belacan. I was like, " Did this really cost 9.80????"

But whatever right? As long as it tastes good, I'm good. Well, it didn't. It was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo not like what I had expected and seriously NOT worth the money. It was actually at one point tasting so bad that I wanted to puke it all out! But I kept reminding myself that it was 9.80.. but at a certain point, you just can't force it down anymore. The prawn was horrible, the fish in the sambal was utterly disgusting and the sambal it self was ewww.. Oh, there was no kacang!!! Who serves nasi lemak WITHOUT kacang?!!!! WHO???? I finally know how those contestants on Amazing Race feel like when they have to eat something disgusting. By the way, nasi lemak was suppose to be spicy, this was like sweet and NOT spicy and it was well, HORRIBLE.

Maybe other food there taste good, I dunno, but don't, for the love God, your stomach and your tongue, DO NOT at all order the nasi lemak at " Little Penang Cafe" because it was not food at ALL. And I paid freaking 9.80 for it!!!! I can easily eat Pak Cik's nasi lemak outside IMU for 1.30 and enjoy every last grain of rice but this is like EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. This only goes to show that expensive places serve the WORST nasi lemak. Mdm. Kwan's Nasi Lemak is another one which is not FANTASTIC, but at least they have more ingredients in their food! My stomach is so traumatised right now, I don't think I can eat..I still feel like puking...bluek....

Moving on to infidelity, I was reading an letter in the newspaper today, you know, they have this section in the Star, Dear Thelma or something like that where you write in about your life problems and they give you advise and so on. Well, there was this letter about this guy who has a girlfriend as is having sex with his married neighbour. This got me wondering, why can't guys stick to one girl? And he even mentioned that his gf is very busy or something like that which got  me pissed. Your gf is busy, SO WHAT? Does that mean you sleep with another woman? I mean, SERIOUSLY? What is up with people these days? Why is it so easy for someone to cheat on someone. I choose NOT to stereotype this problem by saying that only guys cheat on girls because if you see the issue above, he is sleeping with a married woman which means that she is cheating on her husband as well.

What is the world becoming too? Where have all the principles and values gone? Down the drain? As an Asian society I expected that we actually have some values, but after reading that it really gets me thinking where is our society heading too? Is random sex with anyone becoming a part of our culture? I mean why do people cheat? Is staying faithful to one person THAT difficult?

This problem is more common among guys than girls but I'm NOT saying that only guys cheat because girls cheat on their partners as well, therefore I feel that it is more of an individual problem rather than blaming it on the gender. There are guys who are capable of staying loyal to one person, but the number of guys doing that is actually rather small. Some guy once told me that guys are more likely to cheat because they often think with their dicks instead of their heads. Honestly, if a guy tells me that right now, I swear I WILL pour hot coffee down his pants!

There is no such thing and if you think I'm going to buy that excuse, think again. Giving excuses clearly shows that you are not addressing the issue and that you think just because you do something, you can get away with it. We need to address this issue instead of making excuses for it. I believe that there is NO excuse for infidelity.Making excuses to run away from the problem is not solving the problem. People have to realise that when they commit an act of infidelity they are automatically hurting someone's feelings. And that just shows how irresponsible and inconsiderate a person can be. I think that this problem can be solved if people just realise that what they are doing is wrong, I mean, honestly, cheating on someone is NOT a normal thing and it is something I fail to understand even after trying so hard to do so.

I just DON'T get why people have to cheat on the ones they love. I honestly think that the society is losing its moral values and principles.Who is to blame?

Love,

Lady Sha Sha

p/s: No, I'm not writing based on a personal experience, I was just responding to the letter in the newspaper. that's all. don't jump to conclusions. :)

U lack R.E.S.P.E.C.T

Just out of curiosity, how many of you had done something where you put your entire soul and effort into completing something just to see it get "robbed" in front of you? Have you ever said "yes" to a person or allowed them to do/take something which you didn't agree with just because you guys were friends and you had to be NICE to them??

Well, here is what I think. You should realise that parasites aren't exactly worth the effort to be nice to. Just ask them to fuck off! I mean seriously, for those who have never felt the pain or the frustration to see your hard work get swept away to another person, you have NO idea how painful it is. And for those good-for-nothing people who just has one purpose in life and that is to copy other people's work and put your name on it, here is a reality check, you are a just a complete idiot, who lacks the mental capacity to process knowledge and utilise the brain which you have. People like you, in my point of view should be kicked out cause you'll probably NEVER learn anyway, since all you do is copy. You may think that you're SMART by doing it. but trust me, all you express is how stupid you are that you aren't even capable of stringing something like that together that you end up copying someone else's work. WOW, that is SO smart! I never knew it took a genius to copy, did u?

These parasites obviously lack education, i think they behave like this because they don't come from an educated background where parents teach the kids what is rude and inappropriate and how you should behave. And above all, how to RESPECT another person. You'll be amaze on how many ppl I actually, truly respect. They are those who respect me back.

So yea, learn respect!

Love,

Lady Sha Sha

And then, the holidays were over.. :(

Now that the holidays are over, I'm back to my old uni habits, where I wake up at 6.00AM, leave the house at 6.45AM for a bloody 9.00AM class just to avoid the good for nothing jam at the highway, classes finishing at 6.15PM and me reaching my house at 7.30 ( If there is no jam)or even later. Dragging myself to stare at either the computer screen or the books till 12 or even earlier if I'm exhausted.

God, I don't think I'm getting enough "me" time these days.I think I should pick a weekend, probably after we are all done with the portfolios and class tests and poster/chart crap and all to just spend the weekend lazing around the house doing absolutely nothing, maybe shop, go for spa, get a mani and pedi or something. Uni just makes u neglect your self sometimes.

Coming back from the hols I noticed that many ppl haven't actually completed their  portfolios which got me wondering, why the hell did I kill myself doing it during the hols?? Then siew bing said something which makes me feel glad that I worked my ass off during the hols. She said that the final submission date for PF is on week 10 which is like the same time where we all will be killing ourselves studying for the class tests which our "lovely" and "considerate" module coordinator (whom ever that may be!) crammed like 2 class tests on the same week AND give us PBLs to do.. So yeah, better get it done now or else I would suffer later.

So besides my pointless ramblings for today, I should get started on my Dispensing Prac as well as the Pharmaceutics prac!

Love,

Lady Sha Sha