There is a cycle which I’m going through right now, and that cycle involves me reading something, changing/editing it, printing it, realising something is wrong, edit/fix it,print it,…and the cycle goes on.
I’m at the point where I’m hyperventilating right now. And I’m feeling frustrated!!
When will this end????????????????
Cannot tahan!!! >.<
If you’re going to do something or offer something, do it whole heartedly. Don’t piss me off by first saying no, and then saying yes, and then making me look like a bloody incapable idiot!
If I want something, don’t stand in the way of me getting it, don’t try to interfere and give me problems.
I’m sick of you.
Once upon a time I hardly trusted anyone and I judged everyone by their covers. But as I aged, I was proved over and over again that you can never judge a person by the way they look. So I decided to have a new perspective and not judge people. And somewhere along that line, I decided to trust people as well. Nothing wrong with not judging people and trusting them right?
Wrong!
Fine, not TOTALLY wrong, its just wrong at the trust part.
Over the years I’ve decided to trust people, and I’ve been disappointed by a lot of people. Well, to think of it, I don’t think they disappointed me, I think I was the cause of my own disappointment. I placed so much trust and expectations in them only to be let down. Then was when I realised that you’re a much happier person when you don’t have expectations!
Trust. A tricky thing trust is. You trust someone initially, and then they go and do something, or their actions point out something, and then you lose your trust in them. And if there is a responsibility attached to that trust, it will suck. Trust me, because I’m speaking from experience here.
When you trust a person with something, you will feel happy and secure. But when you find out later that that person is not someone to be trusted, your walls of security crumbles. It crumbles just like how a cookie would when you squash em’ in your fist. And once that security crumbles away, you’ll feel vulnerable, and insecure, and PISSED OFF at whoever that person is.
To be honest, if you trusted that person blindly, then you shouldn’t be mad at them, you should be mad at yourself for giving away your trust so easily.
Always make a person earn your trust.
Never give it away blindly.
And never judge a person by the way they look. 99.9% of the time, things aren’t what they seem to be.
I’ve had this song stuck in my head ever since I started watching Pretty Little Liars. =)
It is unfortunate that the finale is coming soon. But I shan’t be depressed for long because Gossip Girl, Vampire Diaries, Grey’s Anatomy and Supernatural is starting soon! :)
“Secret” – by The Pierces
Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
Cause two can keep a secret
If one of them is dead…
Why do you smile
Like you have told a secret
Now you're telling lies
Cause you're the one to keep it
But no one keeps a secret
No one keeps a secret
Why when we do our darkest deeds
Do we tell?
They burn in our brains
Become a living hell
Cause everyone tells
Everyone tells…
Yes two can keep a secret
If one of us is…. Dead.
