Crazy..

I am officially GOING CRAZY with the drama here. Like seriously, I just came back to work after like a week’s holiday.. and guess what?? there was an email waiting for me in my inbox, just waiting to explode with drama!

And I couldn’t care less of what it says.

Honestly, if we really cared of what EVERY SINGLE PERSON thought about the way we work.. we will never be able to do it.

Sham is thinking happy thoughts now.. not about thoughts of the email which accused me of things i didn’t even do because I didn’t even have the resources to do! Like seriously, I may know a thing or 2 about back-stabbing, but you’re not worth the trouble backstabbing cause you have no value to me.

I think every time some idiot does something to piss me off, I will repeat the mantra,”I am here to work, not to make friends” :)

In between

I HATE OFFICE POLITICS!!

When you’re nice to A who is archenemies with B, then you become enemies with B, but if you’re already friends with A and be nice to B, A will not be happy with you and sees you as a “traitor” when in reality, YOU HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH ANYTHING!!! ITS LIKE WALKING ON A TIGHTROPE!

Never in a million years did I think that I would be most preoccupied by office drama. I thought I was working with grown-ups but it feels like I’m going to kindergarten. SERIOUSLY, IT IS EXHAUSTING.

I guess I will take to heart what a good friend once said, “I am here to work, not make friends”. So yea, I already have good people who call themselves my friends, so I guess I don’t have to be BFFs with anyone else.

Sometimes I wonder why people like to consume themselves with unnecessary drama. What does it get you? WHY do you need to be so selfish?

You know what I’ve learnt? The so called “kampung” people are way, WAY nicer than the “city folk”. The “city folk” are so caught up in being “in” or God-knows-what that I believe they have lost a substantial amount of humanity from their souls. (Sorry if I am being abit harsh here, but I WILL NEVER GET WHY THESE PEOPLE ARE MEAN TO EACH OTHER!!!!!!)

“Kampung” people are simple people who knows what RESPECT is. And honestly, I feel that “city folk” are superficial, self-centered people. I consider myself a “city-folk” but hey, living in a simple town for a year has taught me many things about life and one of them is about respect for others.

In my “simple life” I had job satisfaction. Now, I don’t have that anymore. I feel redundant! I guess when you focus so much on drama, you have less job satisfaction.

So the conclusion of my inconclusive rantings above are… I AM GONNA REMAIN NEUTRAL. I WILL NOT TAKE SIDES. AND I AM HERE TO WORK AND NOT TO MAKE FRIENDS. I ALREADY HAVE ENOUGH AWESOME FRIENDS IN MY LIFE. TQVM!